Last Goodby

Day 17764

We put mom on a plane this morning.

It will most likely be the last time I see her as she has a brain tumor and is dieing. They gave her 1-5 months and she made it one month so far.

There is a sadness in my heart as she is a self professed atheist and does not believe in Jesus. With that thought then it is heavy on my heart that she will not be in heaven but hell for eternity. It is hard to think if a loved one that way but God's word is truth and Jesus is the only way to heaven: John 14:6 Jesus answered, "I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.

Over the years we have tried to talk to her about Jesus but she would have nothing to do with it. She did come to church Sunday and the message was terrific and to the point, the staff new about her and though I would like to think they did a fantastic job just for her I know they did it for all those who are lost and need Jesus. I am hoping she will have some thoughts to it and that a burden is laid on her heart before it is to late.